Torn Apart Billy Corgan: Tear me apart.. tear me apart from you. Where is your heart? Where is your heart run to...? The thunder crashes outside my window. Jupiter: SUPREME THUNDER! Julia: [shakes a sheet of metal] CRASH! CHRhchrchcHCH! Prospero: Hence you naughty sprite! Create me a TEMPEST I shiver, not from the cold but from my mind.. Julia: it's been in the Deep Freeze too long, hasn't it? I look around the room, the things that once brought me the greatest joy, now only remind me of him. Kristi: HIM! O the humanity!!! ooo... ooo... The starlight locket shines as brightly as ever. It mocks me. Mocks me of the love I can no longer have. Locket: Neener, neener, neener! Princess Buttercup: You mock my pain... Westley: Life IS pain, highness, anyone who says differently is selling something I look at the other empty spot on bed. That’s where my ray of sunshine once was. Not anymore. Mamo-chan and ChibiUsa. The Locket clasp unhinges itself, and the melody I once treasured above all, brings another wave of a dying soul’s tears down my already sore cheek. I want to scream in pain, but I can’t. Julia: I want to scream because this fanfic is bad. Billy: [singing] Shout! Shout! Let it all out! Julia and Billy: [dryly] These are the things i can do without! Kristi: EEEEEEEEEEEK! Not that anyone would hear me, oh no, but because I can’t stand not knowing why. Billy: [singing] why, must i try? oh, why, must i try? your sky, won't heal, you again... Why it happened to me. Luna I had watch over Ami-chan. Kristi: wha? @_@ I didn’t want her to see me like this. My family has already left me. I wish my ray of hope was here to comfort me. Madonna: quicker than a ray of light... and i feel like i just got home and i feel- Kristi: [clamps hands over Madonna's mouth] that's quite enough thank you... ChibiUsa, my little spore. Kristi: Spores aaahh there every where--- aaagh [choke choke] my lungs are filled with spores... what kind of a name is that? Julia: It's Invasion of the Body Snatchers. Ever see that? they have these pods. and then they turn into people, and they kill the real people. and the Pod-People replace them. Kristi: uhh... is that were the expression two peas in a pod comes from? You were a pain, but I felt ‘right’ with you. I know much we argued, but I liked it. Julia: I know you liked it, Usagi. You *like* pain, don't you? Then you'll like THIS! [cracks whip] Dr. Frank: O Julia! You dominatrix you! I remember how you made Mamo-chan smile. I remember the way Mamo-chan’s eyes lit up when you were around. I remember how I wanted to be like you, Kristi: you wanted to be a brat? great the world is ending Molly: this is such a snooza how I wanted the special quality that you had. I remember how much I wanted to make him smile. Not anymore. I don’t want it anymore. Billy: [singing] in their eyes i was alive, a fool's disguise... I don’t want that sweet touching quality poisoned by whatever it was in me that Mamo-chan loathed so much, to poison your sweet self. Julia: huh? When I recall your sweet face, I almost have to smile. I don’t smile anymore. All I do is cry. Kristi: what the fuck? The scene of last night replays itself over and over in my mind. I see over and over how I killed you my Usa. Julia: I wish i was someone's Usa. don't you? Billy: You can be my usa. Julia: I can be your long lost pal. Billy: [singing] I can call you Benny.. Julia and Billy: [singing] and you can caaaaall meeeeeeee Aaaaaaaaal.... Kristi: [applaudes] encore! encore! That stupid attack. I see it again and again. It was supposed to hit Rubius. Not you. I see it fly right past him again and again. I see it slowly fly past his head, over and over. I see your face twisted in fear and anguish. I hear your pathetic wail as your body collapsed. I remember the screams of anguish. I cannot decide which was worse the actual knowledge of being the one to strike you down, or the fact my soul is gone. Julia: I think the soul thing would be worse. What about you? Kristi: i dunno... it's a toughy :) You had a piece of my soul ChibiUsa. You did. Julia: [points, cooing] Oh, you did, you *did*! I remember the way Tuxedo Kamen and I raced over to you. I remember his cold words. ‘I can’t love you Usa. I never will again. You took away my ChibiUsa! Leave my sight. Everyone you touch is cursed.’ I remember lifting your limp body in my arms. I remember it ChibiUsa. I don’t know if you knew this, but I loved you as much as Mamo-chan. Forgive me ChibiUsa. Kristi: what an eccentric preformance. Julia: Hehe. A streak of bright lightning cuts through the dark sky. Thunder crashes, but I am not scared. Thunder doesn’t effect me anymore. Jupiter: it affects me :) mwahahaha Julia: Good call, Jupiter, she used the wrong form of "affect". :) I remember how I used to need someone when a storm passed through. Now I don’t need anyone. James Iha: Whenever you neeeeeeeeed.... Billy and Julia: [stuffing him under a chair] Seventeen seconds is all you really need, right, James? James: mmph! Ice Cream Puffy: Hey! [hands on hips and glares] "Mmph!" is *my* quote! Hannibal Lechtor: Silence my lamb and c'mere! [chases Puffy with a spoon] Ice Cream Puffy: Eeek! Mmmmmph! I am glad I am alone, because I don’t think I could handle the company of anyone. I know they all blame me, but I don’t mind. They blame Usagi-chan. I don’t care that they hate me. I am dying. Kristi: alright now you screaming cancer qualities... Usagi: hey shut up your a cancer too! Kristi: i know... but... grr... Julia: I'm moon in cancer! Kristi: Yay! Mamo-chan. My soul. I miss you most of all. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. Kristi: don't we all. Julia: [giggles] Ava: I know what's wrong with her.. I believe.. that.. [sighs] .. she's just messed up. That's all there is to it. Psychology can't explain this. I wish I could see it. 1000 years ago you and I loved each other very much. Enough to die for each other. Kristi: how true... indeedy how true... Julia: Now, of course you'll have your little spats. but isn't it worth it really? Come on. Tell Mamo-chan you love him. Pick up the phone. You know you want to. Then when we are brought back, we don’t like each other. Then when we get your memories back, you love me again. Julia: [as Mamoru, delighted] Why, Usako! you got my memories back! I'm so happy! I love you i would date with you! Kristi: [runs around in circle throwing rose petals in a tux] I love you i will date with you... I love you i will date with you... I love you i will date with you... I love you i will date with you... Then you die and Beryl enslaves you. Then when you get your memories back we die again. Kristi: i'm sensing some repitition... Julia: The author has obviously taken some courses in writing children's books. We come back you don’t like me much. Now you got your memories back and we can love each other again. Julia: [dryly] happy day. Only now you say you don’t love me anymore. Julia: pity. I guess you found something in me that was so terrible it ruined your love for me. I poisoned you. I spoiled the glory in you. Without you I am nothing. When you are Endymion, I was Selenity. Julia: When you got older, I was Senility. Isn't selinity how salty water is? Kristi: Miso is salty... he he he... uhh... When you were Tuxedo Mask I was Sailor Moon. I am nothing without you. I am nothing without you and ChibiUsa. Kristi: cry me a river... The locket shimmers and the music still lingers. Billy: And the Niiiiite Maaaarre rides on... I wish I would die. Courtney Love: it's... not... yours.... FUCK YOU!... there is no miiiilk... there is no miiiiilk... i wnat my baaaayaaby where is my baaaayaaaby... Billy: [scoots away from her slowly] I reach over and absent mindedly stroke an old object my father once had. As I cry, I realize that the answer is still there. I pick up the gun. I grab a piece of paper and a pen. I write this on my paper. “For Luna so she can guard a more able senshi. Take the locket I transform with to remember me by. I do this for Ami-chan so she can study and love Urawa without worrying about me. For Rei so she can try to love my Mamo-chan as much as I did. For Mako-chan, go ahead and try to go after Motoki. He deserves a woman like you. For Minako, I do this so you can lead the senshi once more. Artemis I do it so you can help the leader of the senshi. For ChibiUsa so you don’t have to die alone. Most of all for my Mamo-chan. Now you won’t have to live with whatever you hated in me. I love you all. Most of all you, My Mamo-chan. You are always with me. I will be with you, should you ever need me, I am watching over you. Protect Naru as well. Keep the world safe. I loved you with all my heart Mamo-chan. I was nothing without you all. Mamo-chan I love you. Atrus: Oh, and erase this message after you've viewed it. Just to be safe. All my Love, Usagi” Kristi: ok ok... are we getting a little romeo and julietish here or what.... I checked the gun. One bullet. I put the safety off. I touched my locket. It still mocks me. Locket: Neener, neener! Buttercup: Stoppit! Westley: this is true love! I placed the gun in my mouth. I pulled the trigger. I felt my blood trickled and flow out of me. As I die my, our song plays. “I love you Mamo-chan.” In the dark alone I die. Kristi: erk... that was bad... Julia: Th.. there was no bang. Billy: [with inflated paper bag, behind her] BANG! Julia: [jumps] AAAH! ------------------------------------ AUTHOR’S NOTES I wrote this to express the grief I felt for Usagi. I will come out with a sequel, which will explain what happened. It will be just as dark as this one. Kristi: thanks the Senshi world needs goths like you... pleasse... she dies. how the fuck can you write a sequel? Julia: Time to parteee. Okay don’t send pointless flames. Julia: [with flame thrower] GRR! Kristi: ha ha ha ha ha!!! Constructive critism is fine. I don’t care if you praise me or not. Oh, if you like Cape-boy, er Tuxedo Mask I don’t need you telling me how great he is. I just don’t like him. He treats Usagi terrible so please don’t defend me around him. Kristi: uhh... Mamo-chan: in the manga i'm nice! Usagi: Mamo-chan! i loooove yooooou...