Wondering



As I lay at night tucked up tight,
I look out beyond the bedroom door,
And I am getting ready for another fight,
Wandering when he will be back for more,

I wander why what happened what did I do,
what caused him to come towards me,
I lay there hoping I would stick like glue,
And he would walk away and just let me be.

I am sad to say that is not what happened that night,
There are so many words I can not explain,
Because of the feeling may not be right,
So where where and who do I blame. ...

~Melody





Please take the time to read into
the souls of the following poets,
and perhaps feel a little of yours

Silence

Wondering

Awake in the Night

Little Girl

Silent is the Grave

To The Survivors

Under Lock and Key

Ghost from the Past

Inner War

No One

Confusion



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