The Cat's Keeper


The cat's keeper is my second name
A name that has brought me so much shame
I take care of the cats in the garage, not in the house
that is where I soon become the mouse
As I sit and listen to the cat's meow
the garage goes dark I know what will happen now
The door slowly opens and against the light I see his silhouette
I now know our eyes have met
As he slowly closes the door to the house, we quickly transform
he the cat, and I the mouse
I start to run and so does he
now the chase has truly begun
I run in the dark, trying to find a hiding place
any small space where I hope to be safe
But soon he finds me anyway
so I continue to run trying to get away
but soon I am cornered with nowhere
except the floor to go
He gives the unwanted kisses, the unwanted touch
just a few of the things that I hate so much
Then comes a pain so unbearable you can never know
A pain that I never felt before
and I wish this would never happen to me or anyone, anymore

Panther

The Healing Tunnel

Child Within

Invisible

Angering Tears

Cat's Keeper

At Night

He Doesnot Care

Someone

Monster's Shame

The Tightrope

Angel's Anger

Taking Flight

Soul's Cry

Daddy

Star Wish

Our Secret

To Be Free

Road to Recovery

Inner Child

My Prison

Letter to My Teachers

Disease of the Mind

Like a Thief

Hidden Pain

Blind Eye

Don't Fall

Doom

Silence

The Reaper

Into my Soul

When the Time Comes

Christmas

In Need Of

The Form

Did You Know?

The Face

The Reminders

Am I a Rape Survivor??

I am The Survivor

The Pheonix

Lessons

Black and Blue

I'm Just a little Girl

Is it ok for me to Tell

Nature's Healing

Prisoner

Butterfly

My Life

Anger

Nightmares


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