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 All alone, I wonder and cry. Was the world too much for you to bear? Did you think that we didn't love you or care? Were you feeling all alone With nothing you could call your own? Are you here in this room with me now? My angel of mercy, please show me how To understand why you are gone. Explain to me now why you couldn't live on. Were you scared of life? Could you not see How much your friendship meant to me? About things over which no control you had? Was it even hard for you to choose, Or did you feel like you had nothing to lose? Were you afraid of what laid ahead? Did you really believe you'd be better off dead? Where did you go? Did you just flee? Are you now where your heart can truly be free? I hope that the music is blasting up there Soothing you with the sounds of your beloved, Silverchair Or maybe the songs of Third Eye Blind. Was "How's It Gonna Be" running through your mind? Were you "Only pretty sure that you can't take anymore"? Was there nothing left her for you to fight for? Can you see me from heaven? Do you like where you are? Please know in your heart that my love is not far... Someday we will be together, my friend, When my days on this earth will come to an end. But for now, I know what I must do. From this day on, I LIVE MY LIFE for you... To Ferris ~BLS 10/23/99 like to be posted here, Mail me This site is where you can add your name to others who have survived childhood sexual abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery This site is where you can read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery who's only crime is trying to stay alive inNeal and Jesse of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf 1-800-96-ABUSE |
