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To take this heart once made of gold And prey upon my blatant fear Raping me 'til there was nothing left here... Attack me and ravage me, leave me for dead, The words that you spoke still swim in my head. The life that I knew is now all but gone Wondering how to pick up and move on... Wishing that rewind would work on this play Go back to before...make it all go away... Ironic how life doesnt work on remote, We all must go on with the baggage we tote. You took all of me without my consent And started my life on this downward descent. I hate you so much I hardly can see I live in this prison while you walk the streets free... And so, here I sit, alone in this cell That you have created - my own private hell. Awaiting the day I can walk out this door Fearing and crying and hurting no more... ~BLS 6/29/99 like to be posted here, Mail me This site is where you can add your name to others who have survived childhood sexual abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery This site is where you can read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery who's only crime is trying to stay alive inNeal and Jesse of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf 1-800-96-ABUSE |