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Daddy told me not to worry, everything would be alright He told me I couldn?t tell, no one would understand People would say he was a dirty old man He said he would have prepared me when I was seven But instead he waited until I was eleven. First he gave me the initial test By placing his hand on my chest He laughed until he fell on the floor Because I was as flat as a door I lost my halo and wings last night Daddy lied and said everything would be al right He said it was time I became a grown up girl And stop living in a baby fantasy world He said I had to pretend to be nice, innocent and sweet So mama wouldn?t throw me out in the street All I felt was guilt, shame and hurt Feeling like I didn?t belong, actually feeling like dirt I lost my halo and wings last night He said I was his number one girl and everything would be al right Peaches like to be posted here, Mail me This site is where you can add your name to others who have survived childhood sexual abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery This site is where you can read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery who's only crime is trying to stay alive inNeal and Jesse of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf 1-800-96-ABUSE |