I'm just a little girl


I lost my halo and wings last night
Daddy told me not to worry, everything would be alright
He told me I couldn?t tell, no one would understand
People would say he was a dirty old man
He said he would have prepared me when I was seven
But instead he waited until I was eleven.
First he gave me the initial test
By placing his hand on my chest
He laughed until he fell on the floor
Because I was as flat as a door
I lost my halo and wings last night
Daddy lied and said everything would be al right
He said it was time I became a grown up girl
And stop living in a baby fantasy world
He said I had to pretend to be nice, innocent and sweet
So mama wouldn?t throw me out in the street
All I felt was guilt, shame and hurt
Feeling like I didn?t belong, actually feeling like dirt
I lost my halo and wings last night
He said I was his number one girl and everything would be al right


Peaches



The Healing Tunnel

Child Within

Invisible

Angering Tears

Cat's Keeper

At Night

He Doesnot Care

Someone

Monster's Shame

The Tightrope

Angel's Anger

Taking Flight

Soul's Cry

Daddy

Star Wish

Our Secret

To Be Free

Road to Recovery

Inner Child

My Prison

Letter to My Teachers

Disease of the Mind

Like a Thief

Hidden Pain

Blind Eye

Don't Fall

Doom

Silence

The Reaper

Into my Soul

When the Time Comes

Christmas

In Need Of

The Form

Did You Know?

The Face

The Reminders

Am I a Rape Survivor??

I am The Survivor

The Pheonix

Lessons

Black and Blue

I'm Just a little Girl

Is it ok for me to Tell

Nature's Healing

Prisoner

Butterfly

WHY?

My Life

Anger

Nightmares



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