Black and Blue


All these marks do not fit me,
They always appear when you hit me.
All the anger that is yours,
Comes to me as bruises and sores.
You have made me feel lower than dirt.
Even the words you say can hurt.
You swing back with all your might.
This is anger that I cannot fight.
Your abuse does hurt inside.
It pulls away all of my pride.
We both know that this is wrong.
But I guess the anger is much too strong.
All of your anger leaves me black and blue.
But I'll stay strong and keep loving you.
I recieved these cuts and sores through your rage.
Ones that dont heal with time or with age.
No amount of anger can ever be pure.
The words you throw make me so insecure.
You can never know the pain I felt,
When your words swung like a belt.
My heart is covered with a bruise,
Because of all the harsh words you use.
I guess these are hard times we live in.
But when I am older, I'll show you that all is forgiven

Sedric


The Healing Tunnel

Child Within

Invisible

Angering Tears

Cat's Keeper

At Night

He Doesnot Care

Someone

Monster's Shame

The Tightrope

Angel's Anger

Taking Flight

Soul's Cry

Daddy

Star Wish

Our Secret

To Be Free

Road to Recovery

Inner Child

My Prison

Letter to My Teachers

Disease of the Mind

Like a Thief

Hidden Pain

Blind Eye

Don't Fall

Doom

Silence

The Reaper

Into my Soul

When the Time Comes

Christmas

In Need Of

The Form

Did You Know?

The Face

The Reminders

Am I a Rape Survivor??

I am The Survivor

The Pheonix

Lessons

Black and Blue

I'm Just a little Girl

Is it ok for me to Tell

Nature's Healing

Prisoner

Butterfly

WHY?

My Life

Anger

Nightmares



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