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This form appears on my screen Many questions it does ask Answering is a painful task The Beginning is how it starts 4-64 is what's on the chart All that I have is basic information This knowledge brings no sensation To a family with a short connection What did happen to their affection? Vague flashes of the very early years Of many separations and plenty of tears Placed in one home then another All you really want is a mother You are constantly learning to adjust With in your changing worlds who do you trust You spent your childhood in shame You even took most of the blame To keep a brother safe from the same Your uncle played you, like a game Willingly you took the beatings Avoided most of the feedings Comments from a childhood A person no one understood Hardly utters a word, she's just shy And no one questioned why Like a bird, she never does eat You never tell who gets beat Within those in between years You find still no one hears That man does the unspeakable You tell and told it's unbelievable Something within you begins to shut down The key to your soul has never been found You enter your teenage years Can't lose yourself in men I fear By sixteen your married and a mother Your own identity is starting to smother Too busy now with daily tasks no longer can recognize the masks You have been an adult for a while now Continue from day to day somehow Again a shameful deed been done You hide, you isolate, you shun Among a technical world you find Some friends of the same kind Annie like to be posted here, Mail me This site is where you can add your name to others who have survived childhood sexual abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery This site is where you can read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery who's only crime is trying to stay alive inNeal and Jesse of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf 1-800-96-ABUSE |