The Form


Never before have I seen
This form appears on my screen
Many questions it does ask
Answering is a painful task
The Beginning is how it starts
4-64 is what's on the chart
All that I have is basic information
This knowledge brings no sensation
To a family with a short connection
What did happen to their affection?


Vague flashes of the very early years
Of many separations and plenty of tears
Placed in one home then another
All you really want is a mother
You are constantly learning to adjust
With in your changing worlds who do you trust


You spent your childhood in shame
You even took most of the blame
To keep a brother safe from the same
Your uncle played you, like a game
Willingly you took the beatings
Avoided most of the feedings
Comments from a childhood
A person no one understood
Hardly utters a word,
she's just shy
And no one questioned why
Like a bird, she never does eat
You never tell who gets beat


Within those in between years
You find still no one hears
That man does the unspeakable
You tell and told it's unbelievable
Something within you begins to shut down
The key to your soul has never been found
You enter your teenage years
Can't lose yourself in men I fear
By sixteen your married and a mother
Your own identity is starting to smother
Too busy now with daily tasks
no longer can recognize the masks


You have been an adult for a while now
Continue from day to day somehow
Again a shameful deed been done
You hide, you isolate, you shun
Among a technical world you find
Some friends of the same kind


Annie


The Healing Tunnel

Child Within

Invisible

Angering Tears

Cat's Keeper

At Night

He Doesnot Care

Someone

Monster's Shame

The Tightrope

Angel's Anger

Taking Flight

Soul's Cry

Daddy

Star Wish

Our Secret

To Be Free

Road to Recovery

Inner Child

My Prison

Letter to My Teachers

Disease of the Mind

Like a Thief

Hidden Pain

Blind Eye

Don't Fall

Doom

Silence

The Reaper

Into my Soul

When the Time Comes

Christmas

In Need Of

The Form

Did You Know?

The Face

The Reminders

Am I a Rape Survivor??

I am The Survivor

The Pheonix

Lessons

Black and Blue

I'm Just a little Girl

Is it ok for me to Tell

Nature's Healing

Prisoner

Butterfly

WHY?

My Life

Anger

Nightmares


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This site is where you can add your name to others
who have survived childhood sexual abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery

This site is where you can read other's stories of abuse
and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence


Put the Name of the one who
Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support


Put your Abusers name on a Wall
for all to see in The Wall


This site has books, rescources and more
Hope for Recovery


Read about and help two brothers
who's only crime is trying to stay alive inNeal and Jesse


Read a survivor's amazing story
of courage, tenasity, and ability to
break the cycle against all odds
in the amazing site called Ghostwolf


Resources

Rape Crisis Line
1-800-96-ABUSE

Survivors Across America

Rape Crisis Center

Mending Ourselves

Online Phone Counciling





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