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 Do you see someone who is young? Someone who is happy? Carefree? If that is what you see, look again because that is not the real me Look past the smile and into my eyes It is true what they say, eyes do not lie For they are the windows to my spirit and soul It is there you will find the secrets untold The pain of my past The uncertainty of my future... This is the real me The "me" I don't let others see Because to show this would make me weak All my life I've tried to be strong For 19 years I've tried to hold on But now my soul is getting tired and my spirit is dying It is getting harder and harder to keep trying Giving up seems so easy Just letting life go...all the bad memories But deep down inside I know there must be a better way for me I know I will have to keep fighting if I ever want to be free So fight I will for that invisible goal I know it will be hard I need not be told Just pray for me that in this battle I will stand tall And please stand by me, help me not to fall If I should lose this fight then it just was not meant to be Please don't be sad...don't cry for me for whether I am here or not...I won't be in such misery. ~Panther~ like to be posted here, Mail me Add your name to others who have survived childhood abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery Read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery who's only crime is trying to stay alive inNeal and Jesse of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf |
