A Survivor's Poetry of the Soul


Like a thief


You came like a thief
Mostly at night
There were two of you
I was too young to fight.

You were my brother
And his friend
You came me pain
That would never end.

Under your threats
I became an outcast
Fear and confusion
Was to be my past

You both humiliated me
And laughed at each other
You held me down
And made my skin shudder

Used and abused
I was a toy in your hands
You couldnt see me
Only your commands

Heavy weight
Sweat and pain
I held my breath
Death never came

You drove your knife
Deep into me
It was then that my innocence
Ended so abruptly

Bit by bit
I slipped away
With each thrust
An empty shell there lay

I cannot describe
What words can never say
Of the pain and terror
I owned that day

Rape of a child
Your devilish goal
Truthfully boys,
You raped my soul!


~Bonnie~


The Healing Tunnel

Child Within

Invisible

Angering Tears

Cat's Keeper

At Night

He Doesnot Care

Someone

Monster's Shame

The Tightrope

Angel's Anger

Taking Flight

Soul's Cry

Daddy

Star Wish

Our Secret

To Be Free

Road to Recovery

Inner Child

My Prison

Letter to My Teachers

Disease of the Mind

Like a Thief

Hidden Pain

Blind Eye

Don't Fall

Doom

Silence

The Reaper

Into my Soul

When the Time Comes

Christmas

In Need Of

The Form

Did You Know?

The Face

The Reminders

Am I a Rape Survivor??

I am The Survivor

The Pheonix

Lessons

Black and Blue

I'm Just a little Girl

Is it ok for me to Tell

Nature's Healing

Prisoner

Butterfly

Why?

My Life

Anger

Nightmares


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