|
|
Mostly at night There were two of you I was too young to fight. You were my brother And his friend You came me pain That would never end. Under your threats I became an outcast Fear and confusion Was to be my past You both humiliated me And laughed at each other You held me down And made my skin shudder Used and abused I was a toy in your hands You couldnt see me Only your commands Heavy weight Sweat and pain I held my breath Death never came You drove your knife Deep into me It was then that my innocence Ended so abruptly Bit by bit I slipped away With each thrust An empty shell there lay I cannot describe What words can never say Of the pain and terror I owned that day Rape of a child Your devilish goal Truthfully boys, You raped my soul! ~Bonnie~ like to be posted here, Mail me Add your name to others who have survived childhood abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery Read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf 1-800-96-ABUSE ![]() |