A Survivor's Poetry of the Soul


My Prison


Every time I close my eyes I see your face
It was you who brought me to this lonely place.
This place of fear
This place of hate
This place I know I can never escape
Because the key that opened this door
has long ago been thrown away
So in this prison for the rest of my life
is where I will stay
In this place no light shines through
This awful place you have brought me to
In this place there is not hope or dreams
At first this place looks empty or so it seems
But empty is one thing this cold,
dark place will never be
It is filled with things that
the untrained eyes can not see
It is filled with distrust, depression, hopelessness,
loneliness, fear and many shed and unshed tears
I try to be strong in this dungeon you created for me
But when I look around, this is all I see
and all of these emotions are suffocating me
I try to understand
What did I do to make you so mad?
Why did you have to hurt me this way?
My body feels dirty, my mind full of disgrace and shame
Never again will my life be the same
I only hope one day you will come to see
Exactly what it is you're doing to me
And maybe one day you will set me free
Because in this place forever
I cannot continue to be...

....Panther


The Healing Tunnel

Child Within

Invisible

Angering Tears

Cat's Keeper

At Night

He Doesnot Care

Someone

Monster's Shame

The Tightrope

Angel's Anger

Taking Flight

Soul's Cry

Daddy

Star Wish

Our Secret

To Be Free

Road to Recovery

Inner Child

My Prison

Letter to My Teachers

Disease of the Mind

Like a Thief

Hidden Pain

Blind Eye

Don't Fall

Doom

Silence

The Reaper

Into my Soul

When the Time Comes

Christmas

In Need Of

The Form

Did You Know?

The Face

The Reminders

Am I a Rape Survivor??

I am The Survivor

The Pheonix

Lessons

Black and Blue

I'm Just a little Girl

Is it ok for me to Tell

Nature's Healing

Prisoner

Butterfly

Why?

My Life

Anger

Nightmares


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