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your afraid of everything Even something as simple as a touch? Compliments said could never be true "Your beautiful", "Your kind" are all just lies to you Have you ever been so afraid that you would never let anyone in? You would keep yourself and all of your secrets locked deep within I hate all this fear I hate all this pain I hate the fact that all this will never go away I want to be free Free to be loved and for someone to also love me I want to stop crying for hours at night I want to fall asleep and sleep well long before the morning light Please, won't someone help me get it out of my head What happened to me was not my fault and I won't always feel this dead It will take a lot of convincing because I can not understand How what they did to me could have been out of my hands You say it was their problem, but how can that be? How could I have let that happen to me? It had to be my fault, some of it at least It just hurts so much my body feels dirty, my spirit crushed You can not possibly know how much pain this can be Unless you yourself are suffering like me If that is the case, maybe we can help each other understand Why we had to suffer so much at some one else's hands Maybe we can learn again how to live And last but not least, Ourselves to forgive Panther like to be posted here, Mail me who have survived childhood sexual abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery This site is where you can read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf  |
