Our Little Secret



"Our little secret" is what you say
But I never knew a secret could make me feel this way
So cold and numb, Alive yet dead
These and other feelings run through my head
"Our little secret" over the years you continue to tell me
You're the adult and you should know
better then I, how this should go
So I guess this is how it must continue to be
But still, this secret that we have is hurting me
It makes me feel dirty and disgusting inside
This is something that is not so easy to hide
"Our little secret" you always said
Eight years later I still feel dead
What was done has been done and can not be reversed
And all the pain and anger that I feel can not longer be submersed
It is ruining my life, Turning my heart cold
It is slowly killing me, this secret that I have not told
This terrible promise that I have kept
What you have always called, "Our little secret"

Panther.



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