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 Copyright1999 from rain412@aol.com I colored it, red, pink and blue, These are my favorite crayons, and I picked them just for you. Please, will you tie my shoes, I dont want to trip and fall, will you help me zip my coat, now come on, can we play ball. Show me how to ride a bike, hold my hand while I roller-skate, please, just show me that you care, I dont want to lean to hate. Daddy, I sit by the door, and listen to the cars go by. Everyone I think is you, I get excited, then I cry. Believe me, I am sorry, I didn't mean to make you mad. Please come home, I promise you, Ill be good, I wont be bad. I told you, Id pick up my toys, Ill even clean my room, Ill do anything you ask of me, I'm crying out, come home soon! Where have you been, Daddy, You're the one I ask for, why dont you phone or write to me, Dont you love me any more? Dont you want me, dont you miss me, dont you love me anymore? From my heart I'm begging you, love me, your child, oncemore. Father I am older, and times just aren't the same, I've held this guilt all through the years, I hope you are ashamed. I feel emptiness within myself, I've repressed it for many years, camouflaging pain with anger, Withdrawing in a river full of tears, I hope your life's been memorable, living obligation free, one question will help my soul to heal, Daddy, WHY did you sacrifice me? Rayne. like to be posted here, Mail me This site is where you can add your name to others who have survived childhood sexual abuseBreaking the Silence Comradery This site is where you can read other's stories of abuse and gain courage from them.Breaking the Silence Supported you through your trials inThe Rock of Support for all to see in The Wall Hope for Recovery of courage, tenasity, and ability to break the cycle against all odds in the amazing site called Ghostwolf  |
