An Angel's Anger


A childs laughter turns to screams
Swallowed by your evil dreams
And now I have these things to say
to the two demons of that day~~

I was a carefree child of 3
Into the darkness, you kidnapped me
Terrifying me with your threats, holding me captive
A small angel in the hands of demons.
You turned a trusting girl into a shadow
Shattered and lost, I was left to sweep the pieces
of my heart under a black curtain
which I sealed tightly with my tears,
Vowing never to look at
or feel your betrayal again.
This was the only road I could travel
To keep myself from entering into the Realm of Insanity!
And what achievements were made?
What prizes won?
Conquered silver trophies that rusty soon after you polished them?
Sadistic gratification that was short lived at best?
Your thirst for empowerment was quenched for a little while.
You kept stealing more till I was nothing but a an empty shell
that was left to rot in the gutter.
My anger at your cold hearts cannot be expressed enough
to satisfy my aching soul!
I will scream it till it explodes into a trillion stars!
It is deeper then any rocky cavern,
Wilder then any roaring hurricane,
Higher then any crashing wave,
more endless then the blackest space!

I do not dance with Anger
I wrestle it to the ground!

Bonnie


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